A New Start.

Well, as of this moment I am so sick of deleting my blogs, but at the same time I really want to go somewhere with this blog-spot. So I am going to permanently keep this one even if it still doesn't quite meet my expectations. So lately I have been feeling trapped and the worse part of feeling like your living in a mad house is the fact that you have no one to talk to about it. I'm not someone to complain especially someone to tell someone every single thing I'm feeling but I feel like I have been hit hard, with just about everything. And I can not deal, as of right now I don't know where to go and what to do, the amount of stuff zooming through my head is so large that the only way I can deal is by taking care of one problem at a time, but I can't really do that. 10th grade is a bitch, at first I thought it'll be much easier than 9th but not at all, I guess because in 9th grade people can be anyone they want but eventually you see their character in a not so pleasant view. To get back to this blog, the reason I keep deleting them continuously is an obvious problem I struggle with everyday;perfection. Sometimes I just don't feel good enough, or strong enough for anything. I guess there's certain things I have to accept about myself and certain things I MUST change.