Mariska Hargitay.

So I've been laying in my bed for about a day and a couple of hours doing the same thing over and over and over again; watching my Law and Order: SVU dvds. So its no secret to about anyone who knows me well enough that I am obsessed with Mariska Hargitay. Some of you are always asking me why, and blah blah blah. But I owe you no explanations as to why I love her so much. I just do. Point blank. I love her. She makes me happy and I wish I knew her. And for those of you who don't get it, well you don't have too. Mariska I guess has served as an escape route for some time, I guess I idealistically came up with her role in my life. I feel like I know her sometimes, like if she was a regular person, that I knew. I guess because thats how she is, and we have all at one point in our lives clung on to something we wished was real. Regardless, I love love love love love love love Mariska. And I don't care what any of you have to say about it She is my role model. Speshyl and Kassidy have been my best friends for like ever and they know how much she means to me, and why she means so much, without me even having to say a word, they just know. Mariska is fantastic and I LOVE HER!. It really doesnt matter what anyone else thinks, or if anyone else understands. So to sidetrack this blog I want to say thank you to those two individuals. Kassidy Velasquez and Speshyl Smith, you guys have been my friends since we were in Kindergarten and we've grown up together and unlike many of our other friends we've been reluctant to grow apart. Someone who also matters a lot to me is Valerie Velasquez, not because shes Kassidy's sister, but because even though we haven't been in the same classes or grew up together like Speshyl, Kassidy and I have, she was always there. Mariska serves as an ideal friend. But you three serve as my real ones. I will forever and always love you guys. Oh, and of course Mariska :)